Jarrell
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finally.

i've gotten my conscience off my back; gotten rid of the issue that has been really bugging me for the past year or so. yes, for the first time in god knows when, i've actually stepped back into gym. Even if my role is as insignificant as that of just someone helping the sec 1s in their familiarisation year, it's something feasible that I can work with, something I can actually focus on and something that actually allows me to make that little bit of contribution to the CCA before I leave at the end of the year.

really made me reflect on what has happened to me over the past 4 years. getting injured in sec 2, being completely emo (seriously) for the next half a year or so, teaching some random young kids outside of school basic gym, and ending up back where I started, only to train the sec 1s who im pretty sure will be way better than me in the blink of an eye. an eventful four years, to say the least.

hopefully i'll settle down soon, completely get rid of this huge problem such that i may truly focus on whatever I hope to accomplish in my last year in this institution.

had a nice talk with my dad today. about the things i've done over the past four years, things that i've loved, things that i've regretted. If there is one thing i've realised as of late, it's that four years isnt really much time. I really hate myself for not grabbing at certain opportunities i've had in this school, just because I was unwilling, afraid or just plain lazy to commit myself, constantly shrugging it off with the excuse that I still had "many" more years to go. can't believe how bloody stupid I was.

one more year. you can only imagine how much I wish to accomplish in just that.